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Back And Safe

Well, back from Braunschweig.

I don't really feel like updating this right now, I don't know why, but I think I am far too lazy to type anything. Therefore I am only updating saying that I am back.

I had the best time last week, I really did.

I loved it so much, I never wanted to come back to this place. It was so hard for me to get in the train, and getting out at Schoenebeck, it was so bloody hard. I didn't want to come back, I wanted to stay.
I found lots of friends, both International and Germans, who are totally great. I know I will go and see them again, especially the ones in Braunschweig. I will do whatever I can to do that.
I have to go partying with them all again. =P

Anyway, I loved it there, and I want to go and live there now. I loved it there so much. Did I already say how much I loved it?
Well, we are making progress to finding a family in that school, which would be totally great. I really hope that it works out.

In case you have missed it guys, I am probably changing host-families, because there are so many problems here, which I don't really care to explain. It seems that I have had to explain and justify myself to so many people over the last few weeks, I just want that you guys trust me in what I am doing.
Easily, I am just not happy here, and I never was. OK? the truth is there. I hated it here from, nearly, the start.
Great. I thought it could get better, but it didn't. It only got worse and worse. I tried to fool myself and tell myself that I could be happy, but now I realise I can't be. Ever.
How appropriate that I realise it when I get on the mark to only four months left. That's a scarily short time, but I know that if I go to Braunschweig that I will be happy.
I can only hope that I get a family there. I love it there.

Now I am waiting for a phone call that will change my year. I am shitting myself waiting, wondering when they are going to call up. Grrr.

Anyway, having said more than I wanted to, I am going to go now. Don't know when I will be able to write again. Maybe tomorrow....don't know.

I love you all,