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The Head...

So, today I went to a YFU meeting for my land-group, which is now...*drum roll please*

Niedersachsen-Hanover.

It isn't really that important, I just thought it'd be cool to do something like that.
Anyway, Florian and I drove to this place called Burgdorf, and the meeting was there. It was OK, we sat around eating cake and drinking, then we had these little AGs, like a rip-off of the middle-seminar.
The food was good and all, the problem was that Florian and I were sitting in a really bad place, where everyone around us had their own conversation. So we talked with each other, which wasn't as bad as it may sound. Florian is a cool guy. And I have the way and means, if I wanted to make him really embarassed. But I would never do that.

We got back about an hour ago, and since then I have been sitting around, drinking tea, trying to get rid of this terrible coughing problem I have. I swear, I have never been so sick in my life. Ten days...ten days ago was when I got sick, or started feeling the first effect of sickness.
Now I am slowly getting better, to be honest. The only problem is my head...referring to the title of my post. My head spins the whole time, and it buzzes the whole time. But I don't want to bore you with my problems with my sick, tired and weary body, it could take a long time.

The other cool thing is that I got a YFU t-shirt...finally!! I have always wanted one, and at the seminar we all kept on asking the teamers if we were going to get them as well, and they always said we have to organise that with our land-groups. So, I come and they have them, how cool is that?

I am really happy with this family. I feel so good right now. I know, it could just be the honeymoon time, where everything is good, but I think it is already soo much better than with my other family.
I am really funny about them, I am not sure if I want to write an email or letter to Nina.
She wrote me a letter and hid it in my suitcase secretly, as I left. I found it on the night I got here, and since then my head has been totally full with thoughts, if I want to write back or not. I won't say what she wrote in it here, it is kind of personal, but there would be specific people I would tell. ;)
Anyway, the point of this paragraph was to tell you all I love it here in my new family and that I am totally confused, whether I should write to her or not.
I mean, I did stay with her and her family for nearly 7 months, but on the other hand, they hurt me so badly, like no-one else can. And they are one of the reasons that I was so sad in my whole year. That I regretted so many things I had/hadn't done.
What do you all think, should I write or not? (Tell me here)
OK, rant is over now.

I actually forgot that is is Canberra day, or was a little while ago. So, to do my part for Canberra than I will do some advertising for my humble city.

Visit Canberra!

Well, that's it for now, tomorrow I have 8 lessons in school, so a long day to survive, and then to top it all off I have a visit from my betreuerin, the lady from YFU. I don't know how well I am going to be able to speak with her, I don't...she is old and I don't feel comfortable with her, or want to speak to her, or see her, let alone want to tell her if I ever have problems...well, we'll see how it goes then.
Keep on fighting for peace, my humble soldiers in Melba High...
(I have to come up with witty remarks that I can put on the end of my blog, desperatly.)